I have fought the feelings
And emotions inside
That fills and empties me,
Like a fast rolling tide.
There are moments of pain,
Of sorrow and hate,
Leaving me to ponder
Many hours of late.
I love you, honey.
It's your presence I miss.
And I terribly long
For that one last kiss.
But the greatest pain of all
That hurts me so deep,
Is after giving you my love
I can't have yours to keep.
To have you by my side
Always longing for more,
And have you feel the same,
To mutually adore.
You see, my love, I have given you my heart
And revealed the depths of my soul,
And now I am left feeling hopelessly empty,
Paying this immeasurable toll.
It's selfish, I know
To feel this way,
But it's how I feel
Each and every day
Always hoping and praying
For the next time we meet
For you to allow me, once again
To feel complete.
And rest assured,
I WILL see you again,
For it's not a question of if,
But a question of when.
And when that time comes
I'll be in total bliss,
For no longer will I wait
For that one last kiss.
Tony
30th May 2021